really, it's been almost a week? I didn't even realize.
This week has gone by pretty fast, especially considering that all I've been doing is damage control from Sunday. I ate bad and for MY body, having some indulgence really always seems to be TOO much. I gained a good amount. So...in other words, what I was working on losing, I gained with my cheat day, and I've spent this week trying to get it back off. Ugh. Annoying.
Oh well. As long as I stay committed and don't give up completely, right? And, it's not like I get out of the 140s and back to the 150s anymore. This time 2 years ago I'd of probably shed some blood to be in the 140s, so I should be proud that I'm maintaining my chubbiness and not getting larger. lol.
I started another competition with Shane. It's the only way I can think for HIM to NOT want to eat bad, therefore having me not eat bad. (he's the only one that tries to get me to eat bad!) It started today and goes for exactly one month. May 23rd. If I stay on top of it this time, I can be mid-130s by this time next month, if I don't fall off the wagon. :) That would be just lovely. I actually see Shane using this as an opportunity as well, he's about 40 over what he wants to be, and he has a problem staying motivated. The last few weight loss competitions we did he lost and owed me all kinds of fun stuff (from new clothes to doing all the diapers!) This time the reward is pretty simple, so it won't be frustrating if I lose, but I like that it'll keep HIM from losing. He'll want to win at least one of these. lol.
Okay, so wish me luck. Though, I don't need it. I can beat that boy at anything! LOL.
Ash

weight: 143.4

mini-goal: 135.0

lbs left to hit mini-goal: 8.4

time left to mini-goal: exactly 1 month!