Okay, everyone who knows me knows that the weekends may as well be my exam for all the studying I did all week. I'll either pass or fail. It doesn't matter how great I do all week, or how happy I am with how great my healthy lifestyle is going, sometimes I just fail on the weekends.
This weekend should be different. I'm planning to hit the gym HARDCORE and not stray from my healthy eating. Shane and the kids will be at his mom's this weekend, so there will be no distractions, and the only thing for me to concentrate on will be me. Which...to be honest is what I need. Granted, for the last 5 out of 5 days I HAVE hit the gym and I'm starting to feel good about myself again, BUT, the weekends scare me. I feel like if I can get through this, I've GOT it. Not to mention that Shane's awards thingie is on Tuesday, so I want to look my best for that. It's my second "formal" dinner thing where all the military people have to wear their service dress and all others is suit-and-tie/dressy. I LOVE stuff like that. I haven't been all dressed up for a long time, and the last one I went to with Shane (4 years ago...) It wasn't super dressy, and I was about 155 lbs, so I wore what looked decent on me. This time I want to wear a dress. I have a nice red one I bought for Valentines Day but didn't end up wearing. (this state is TOOOO cold), so I've been holding on to it hoping for another occasion, and here it is!
Anyway, I'll probably whine and ramble on and on over the weekend while being all alone, so I'll let you go for now. I need to get my booty to bed! Love you all!
ash

weight: 143.6

lbs left to hit goal: 1.6

time left to hit goal: 3 and 1/2 days

FINALLY back to the low 140s. Last time I was here was the beginning of the month, but only becase I'm sick. It's awesome to know I'm here again by my own good-doing to my body. :)