Hi All!
My, did I have a wonderful night out yesterday!
Okay, so I know this is generally a 'fitness/weight-loss' blog, but let me tell you a little bit about my night last night...
I got wasted.
(not sick) But, super drunk! I needed it so bad. I got to go out, have fun, and not think about anything.
I got to dance (with TONS of people), and even flirt. (okay, I did more than flirting...
but hey, I'm single now... I CAN! lol.)
Here's a funny story... my workout buddy and I, well, we get a little crazy when we dance... we are very, um, girlie? That's the word I'll use. Anyway, it seemed to be driving boys crazy. I don't remember the last time I saw guys stare with their jaws falling off like that. It was just TOO much fun! lol
Okay, but enough about that (I'll post some pics when I develop them, although some are too naughty to post.. hehe)
Today was my kickboxing class, and that was really fun. Last night when we went out, I wore these gray pants that I didn't think would fit yet, and THEY DID! So, I put them on and then (here comes some booty obsession) had to point out to everyone that I've been working on my butt, so that's why I HAD to wear the pants. (cuz they were tight!) But, I felt really good about myself.
Now, this morning when I weighed myself (and got super excited to see such a fun number...) I did know that I was weighing myself minus some of my water stores. (I don't care, I liked the number, so I'm keeping it for today, even if it goes RIGHT back up tomorrow!)
Speaking of, tomorrow is Thanksgiving... ah.. the fat holiday! I wasn't going to celebrate but then my sissie invited me over to her buddy's and now I'm gonna go to a dinner. I don't plan on scarfing at all. (I really have no craving to do so), so I'm not worried bout that. For some reason, bad food lost it's appeal to me. Like last night, (or should I say this morning...) we went out to breakfast in our drunkeness and I could have ordered anything. I asked for fruit. Then the RUDE waitress gave me a SNIDE comment about fruit not being in season right now...(really, cuz Perkins would say otherwise.) but then the *guy* that was, uh, *friendly* ordered me some hashbrowns. I only ate half. I was having too much fun, had no interest in greasy food.
Ah. Well, that was my night. A little more personal than I generally get with you guys, but I don't really care. I'm not ashamed of anything I do, so I have no problem putting it out there. You only live once, you gotta have fun. Lord knows the soon-to-be-ex is, so what's stopping me? Nothing... I might even go out again on Monday. HHEHEHEHEH. I hope so. :)
Okay, love ya'll!
Weight: 153 lbs (for a whole day, I'm sure)
Calories Eaten: 1500
Calories Burned: 1150
Weight Loss Since Oct. 20: 20 lbs. (I'll take it, even if it's kinda unreal!)
Weight to Lose by New Years: 7 lbs. (that'll go up.)
I went to stay with my sister in Fargo on what ended up (unintentionally) being a 4 day weekend. Guess what? I am just like everyone else. Even with my iron-clad willpower and sheer determination....I still ate bad on Thanksgiving. I didn't "OVER" indulge. But, I did eat 'bad food'. I didn't worry about it too much, because then that night I went out (dancing again... woo hoo!!) and that probably burned off a lot of what I ate. I'm super mad too, because I had a BUNCH of pics developed at Wal-mart and I ordered the picture CD, (which is how I get them here online) and they didn't put the CD's in my packet. I went back to get them and they didn't have them. I was mad, because now I don't have any digital versions of my party pics! Oh well, I guess. Lets see, the last few days for me had been pretty overwhelming. I DIDN'T get that job I applied for. (sad...) and I was forced to figure out a place to live AND a job, AND how that's going to work with my 2 kids since I'll be BROKE. (life really throws you some crap sometimes... can't make crap-ade out of this situation.) So, I'd been kind of down the last few days because this is all starting to REALLY hit me. That I'm moving and have NOTHING set up and planned. This upcoming month of December I've been kind of trying to avoid thinking about and now it's just the end of the week! But enough about my crazy mixed up life! I'm gonna jump back on the healthy bandwagon first thing in the morning. I would tonight... but I am SOOOO tired I can't think straight. I could go to the gym, but I have NO energy, and my kids would be in a bad mood too. (they're finally home, they won't be happy if I drag them right back out.) But.... NEW MOTIVATION to get my body into tip-top shape... ready? When I went out the other night with my smoking-hot friend.... you'd be surprised how many guys fall over themselves over her. Yeah, I want that one day. I think now what I want to do is look the ABSOLUTE best I can. My whole body included. I'll never have a nice tummy because of the condition I had with my first baby when pregnant, but that's not gonna stop me from trying to get perfect legs, hiney, arms, and all that! that's my new goal! (okay, seems shallow, but really, I'm just gonna do the best I can.) ANYWAY, so tomorrow is a new day, a new week, and hopefully a new chance for me to dent that scale and figure out my life. I love you all who are going through this with me, and for the readers that leave me comments (especially you John.) you guys keep me going on here. thank you, and I hope you had a good holiday weekend! 
